Sudden draft of passion......

All of a sudden ppl I just felt like blogging.

no idea why I just felt like it i think i m just venting off some unnecessary  anger la............

the exams are just tmr and i just started like 4 days ago.........

that we all know bout studying is well kinda sucking cause no info will stick in the brain...... well much of it thou

But guess whats worst peeps....... alot worst than failing the exams............ parents........... period.......

She just can't stop the ranting.......... non-stop la........... i m trying my best to study since i started sooooo late but what does she do........... nth but scold mi cause i've been playing most of the holidays.............yah ok so i agree i played most of the time and lazed alot but heck, its the holidays can't i take a breather from normal life? 

ok, Wait this is normal life.......... but heck the holidays are my Surreal time can't i do things @ my own DAMN pace......... no according to her i can't everything has to be rush rush her style........... some non-stop lifestyle.

Ok , so i understand you have to work to keep this family up but cant you just don't work till you just ignore everything ard you....... 

1st thing she keeps saying is that i keep complaining that i m tired during the whole holiday period........... heck i haven't said that word since the 30th of May and then today she complains that after this exam week of mine ill start complaining that i m too tired to go visit my grand ma F**K la. Just because i refuse to visit todae cause tmr is the exam you say all that!!! She even cursed me of being some bad-assed kid who doesn't want to see my grand ma and shld just go see her during the funeral!

FU*K la. TMR is really a damn exam lorz............ 10 years of exams and every exam eve i didn't have to visit anyone and now? my first JC exam and she starts such lousy crap just because my grandma is really sick.......... i know family can't wait but can't you see i'd just like some alone time..................... and when i wanted to bring my book to contiune reading @ my cousins hse se even refused to allow mi to read stating that what can i read one the trip to the hse............. Well let mi tell you the two-way is about 1 and a half hrs not including the visit time which is about 45 mins as well so its like 2 hrs and 15 mins lets say i slack a bit to chat to my grandma bout 1 hr 45min free..... can read wad and anyway i finished my entire lecture book during all that time so heck i could read it...... if i didn't bring it who should i blame her............... no she'll say i didn't put in enough effort to go and spend all my time wisely............ well heck i WANTED to bring the damn book you refused wad!?.......... no she'll boot camp officer me and say she is always correct and is never wrong................ well heck you're my parent there should be room for negotiation not some boot camp officer who lives by two rules. One, i m always right. Two if i m wrong refer to rule one sh!t head.

i got lotsa things to say la just lots................. but i'll spare all the good souls out there who just spent the last 15 mins wasting their time to read into my life. Tanks and go back to your lives.

Live easy you peeps,

Caler